Memories of a Disenchanted Past – Part 2

They were all having a grand time. Running around in circles, chanting something cute and rhyming, they took no notice of her cautious entry. “Babies,” she muttered under her breath, halfheartedly wishing someone had heard. She pressed her back more firmly against the wall. A loose staple pierced her skin. She ignored the annoyance stubbornly, … Continue reading Memories of a Disenchanted Past – Part 2 →

Memories of a Disenchanted Past – Part 1

The road seemed to go on forever. She closed her little eyes, hoping to escape the sea of tar around her. It was no use. The insides of her eyelids continued the monotonous black, white and yellow snaking dance of the past endless hours. She pressed her face against the glass, trying to ignore the … Continue reading Memories of a Disenchanted Past – Part 1 →

HE IS NOT A REPLACEMENT!

Since my son was born, there seems to be a collective sigh of relief emanating from those around me. Last night I confronted someone who was honest enough to confirm my feelings. Let me set things straight. My son is not a replacement son. He is my second son, my third child. Yes, I buried … Continue reading HE IS NOT A REPLACEMENT! →

Dear Son,

As I look at you, so beautiful, so new, I am struck by a thousand thoughts colliding together in my heart and mind creating a symphony of love, an orcheshtra full of life, laughter and an overwhelmingly strong urge to give. I am so blessed to have carried you, birthed you, brought you home, be … Continue reading Dear Son, →