This feeling…this sad feeling…covers me like a blanket…suffocating me slowly. It is not a new feeling…it is an anticipated one. Do not project…they told me…do not lose faith in humanity…you can never know the outcome…you can never know for sure. So I tried not to project…not to expect to be hurt… But I am not … Continue reading Broken Grief
Dear Asshole
(trigger warning - please don't read if you are not in a safe place) Dear Asshole, I wonder, when you kiss your wife, if you remember what it felt like to shove your tongue into my mouth...your teeth hitting mine as you demanded I open my lips more.. I remember. I can still taste your … Continue reading Dear Asshole
Skin Deep
"Imma," she says in her 'I'm going to tell you something incredibly insightful now so you better stop what you're doing and focus and make sure your phone is on hand to record this' voice, so naturally, I turn. "I know you're not going to believe this, so I'm telling you now you have to … Continue reading Skin Deep
Shine On You Crazy Diamond
Please continue with your daily lives, you wrote and I don't know what you meant by that. Was it your cheeky "I don't want to hear you squeal so I'm acting all normal-like" attitude you sometimes revealed in our communication? Was it your desire to remain waiting in the shadows where I think you have … Continue reading Shine On You Crazy Diamond
For You
I could do what you asked and write you a letter with all the things I've ever said to help you on your journey…but then it would just be another time I told you so…and I don't want to tell you so anymore. Instead, I'm going to put this out here…where it might not get … Continue reading For You
Colloquially Speaking 