a year. it wasn't supposed to be like this. it was supposed to be a fairy tale ending. it was supposed to all work out. there was going to be this moment where it all came together. and we'd be whole again. there was hope that even though it seemed so damn black we could … Continue reading 525,600 Minutes
Crash.
Oh my darling. My beautiful little girl... I am watching you cry. You sob as you twist and turn your little body on the kitchen floor. I can't, you say. You said this medicine will help me...but it's not changing my feelings! I can't anymore! I slide down beside you, leaning against the refrigerator door … Continue reading Crash.
I Know How You Feel
Sometimes I say 'I know' and I don't. Not really. I don't always know how everything feels. I like to think I can relate...but no one ever really can. Sure, I'm sympathetic, it's easy to be. But rarely do I KNOW, with my heart. This time, I KNOW. I know what you're feeling right now. … Continue reading I Know How You Feel
Resentment Is
a thread weaving in and out of lives pulling back into childhood where it waits to be addressed. You run forward as fast as you can trying desperately to rip away from that poor pathetic child who only wanted what he deserved. So now you sit in resentment and resist the urge to cry as that … Continue reading Resentment Is
My Heart Writes
Most times...I write. I write what I feel and I pour my own heart into words on a page that someone may read on the other side of a screen where perceptions and life experiences will slowly change the words my heart meant to say into words you understand your way... But this time... My … Continue reading My Heart Writes
Colloquially Speaking 