History Of The World – Part 1

'Imma, you know what Toy Va'Voiy is?' Uh…no sweetie.  How about you tell me what it is? 'Well, Hashem was all alone, it was a balagan because it was only choshech and all the peoples were in they houses cause it was choshech and they couldn't go to the park and Hashem was very sad … Continue reading History Of The World – Part 1

Father, I Dare For Fear

I am sitting in the white van with the red stripe.  I am apprehensive and a little confused.  I do not know what is going on, only that for weeks there has been a nervousness to my father that came with anxious phone calls and whispered unknowns. The twenty-minute drive in the gloomy Ohio spring … Continue reading Father, I Dare For Fear

HE IS NOT A REPLACEMENT!

Since my son was born, there seems to be a collective sigh of relief emanating from those around me. Last night I confronted someone who was honest enough to confirm my feelings. Let me set things straight. My son is not a replacement son. He is my second son, my third child. Yes, I buried … Continue reading HE IS NOT A REPLACEMENT!

Looks Like We Made It…

So you're here. Finally.

Oh Baby Baby

I landed in the emergency room again yesterday. It was the usual fun and games until I noticed the slight worry lines and furrowed brows as one technician after the other tried to get my baby to move. I ate chocolate, no response.  I changed positions, no response.  I got poked and prodded with the ultrasound … Continue reading Oh Baby Baby