I don’t know what is churning, twisting and pulling inside me.
I don’t know why I feel a NEED.
I don’t know how to name it, claim it…own it.
I don’t know where to turn to release it.
I know that I don’t want whatever it is.
Because it makes me feel
not good enough
A Child of God
Who should be able
To just Be.
with the churning
to change it
for something MORE